&*()_)+MY MESSED UP MIND&*(*(+&

latest updates on my life.. im in love..again..
im got wit tanya...few weeks ago.. well it was on the 23rd of May..n her b'day is on e 23rd of Dec... so im probably be havin sex wit her on e 23rd as well..ok tat was stupid..musnt plan things like dis..they neva happen...
now she in europe wit her sch..for a sch trip..but dis guy alex is also ther..hes from her sch n he likes her..she toold me stuff he did in e plane which made me really moody e whole week..but i trust her..but i keep havin dis thoughts..but im still trustin her..cant bare to loose another one..i really like her..she sweet..hot..im missin her alot ..cant wait to see her again nex week..going over to her place..hmm..wonder wats gonna happen..im tryin not to plan anythin or think of anytin..jus hope she surprises me..
vicky things its damn obvious tat im not myself since tanya left..well yea hes rite..i want her back!!!

Ok i know i havent blogged for a very long time..but seriously i dont give a fuck.. i damn tired.. but i thought i shud be bloggin wat happenned las nite..

well went for chalet..it was tanyas frens bday...well tanya is debos fren who is also shireens fren..so ya... well i think i have a thing for her.. spent the whole of las nite together..thank god i didnt screw anythin up..i think i was smooth enough..well atleast i know i wasnt doing all e work.. shes preety good herself...but its so funny.evryone was askin so r u guys together..then well be havin the blank face..then they'll be like tanya ur too young...but ervyone seems to be ok wit me so its a good thing..

cant wait to see her again... dont ask why.. ciao peeps !!1

Hey guys...been a preety normal week..my dads bein g a sissy cos he doesnt want me to go out late at nite anymore..i mean hello im 20...

guard duty on friday wasnt bad..had vicky to keep me company..it was fun..we tlaked alot bout e usual shit..like girls..ya tats bout it...

been talkin alot to a new fren i made..yea its a she...she super nice n cute..she very nice to talk wit..its like havin another del..didnt talk to her e past two days..don wanna get in her life too much..mus giver her time to miss me..hahaha...

tats all so far need to go pack my stuff now..co ciao guys..

damn blogger..now i hafta to type evrytin again..which im not going to do.. summary of the day..

danced wit a black chick which didnt end to well..

drank alot but didnt get drunk..

hav a new fren name laura..she italian..actually eurasian her dads italian..

for mroe details call me...

still lazy to type..busy chattin wit dis new girl i know..shes laura..dis italian girl..jus started talkin to her..shes been fun so far..well wat happen last nite..went WUS bAR..it was fun terry got drunk really quick..i drank alot..but not enough to get me drunk...it was free flow till midnite..
danced wit a black chick..damn she was gd...had a great body..she was hot..but she hurt my feelins..see dis wat happen..
was dancing wit frens n frens sister..when all of us wanted to go out to get some air..suddenly somebody pulls to back of the dance floor..im like OMG wats going on..then we start grinding..which was so cool..damn she can move tat ass..thn we start talkin..thn she finds im indian..thn she stops grindin..thn after the song ends she smiles says thnk u ..n leaves..im like wat the hell went wrong..so i came wit some possibilities..
1: i was bad dancer..( which i so definetly do not think so)
2: im not black ( i rather be indian anyway)
3: she thought i was gettin to hot on her..( not my fault..she leaned on me first)

tat nite i could hav danced wit alot more chicks..cos i know plenty were like lookin at me alot..(thnks to my new improved body)...but i jus didnt hav the balls to ask them..but how..i cant stand being turned down..see tats why im still not attached..but new weekend we're going again..n im going to try my luck wit anyone who stares at me...who i dont get beaten wit my dumb catch lines..yes del..urs was the worst i hav eva tried..
im now tryin my luck wit dis laura girl..im not hopin for much..jus hav to wait n see...like terry ones said..they come they go...

till nex week..ciao ya'll..

i have no idea wats wrong wit me...been very lazy to update my blog..but doing it now since i have the time..well went out wit fazlie today to town..got myself a new watch..will be gettin the PS2 nex month...sittin around bmped into terry n johnny..terry told me tat he dumped debo las tues..poor guy..but he doesnt seem to be havin heartache..which is a good thing...........going clubbin wit him at WU's BAR to pick up some chicks..i hope..but wit him around evrything is possible..hehe..

time to get myself a girl guys..which me luck.

oh n ya Del..sorry bouyt tat day..my fone died..batt went flat..i'll call u soon i promise..but wait i dont have ur number..

ciao ya'll

OKOK im sorry ..im suppose to update me last week but im kinda in a rush now so heres a summary..
jus came back from a 6 day field camp in pulau tekong..it was hell...wont be home dis week comin cos have to attend range which means i'll only be back like beginin of March.... 3 more weeks n BMT will be over...cant wait..i'll be a free soldier!!!!!!!!! yea!!!!!! k gotta go pack me stuff n go back in camp..

YEa came back home for the chinese holz.....got till thurs nite..thn will be back home on sat..after tat sunday is the freakin field camp which i know all of us r gona die havin fun...

jus 2 days n im freakin shagged..my palms now look really horrible..holes , cuts , dono wat shit also hav...on more johnson jhonson hands..

tmr gotta go shoppin..freakin depressed....
okok malas to type more will say more some day soon..